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I dreamt of snow last night falling on passing cars. As I was driving for work this morning pieces of cottonwood trees floated around in the air in a flurry of whiteness... just like snow.

"...You are the snow on my face..."

Definitely a Melissa Ferrick sort of day.

^_^

Today has been a day of intense emotion.

I feel like half of the people I've drawn today have been in a state of serious illness or extreme discomfort. We've had like 5 baby draws and though it may sound disturbing, I can still hear their cries ringing in my ears. All in all, it's left me a bit emotionally exhausted.

But despite all that, there are certain things that are really good.

My body is humming with something beautiful and all I want is more.

<3<3

I <3 Mistress Matisse.

"Hasbians"

Thank you all for your lovely comments about the pics. It was really fun to get all glitzed up again... strange how it used to be like a weekly ritual for the Manor, etc.

This weekend was mostly good, with some strangeness. Dressing up like that got me some attention at the Biohazard party that I hadn't received in quite awhile and part of me didn't know exactly how to handle it, especially being rather tipsy. But it mostly worked itself out in the end.

I think I'm starting to get in touch with my femme side again... it's not something I always have the energy for, but sometimes it's fun to put on a skirt and some make-up for a day. It was fun having crayola colored hair for a night too. Makes me wish I could do it for reals. :(

Break's over... :p More later, tho, if there's time.

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Here's a few pics of me last night. I really wasn't intending to be all model-glam, I was mostly just trying to make sure I was aiming the camera correctly. ;)



( Strike a pose... )

Yay for friday, pay day, potluck day, and jeans day all in one.

I'm going down to the Biohazard party tomorrow, though I don't know quite how yet. I'm kind of excited for my outfit, though. I'm going in girly drag! (as per the request of many). Yay for glitter! :D

OMG THIS DAY IS LIKE SO EFFING LONG.

I need new music, cuz mine is getting SO OLD. Anyone have any good suggestions of stuff I might not have heard yet? Ooo! Maybe I'll stop by Cellophane on my way home.

$$$ = Woot!

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Life is crazy beautiful. I have been day dreaming a lot...

There's a lot of chaos in the world around me, but I'm staying clear of it for now.

Part of me wants to do something wild to break the monotany... run away for a day or something.

Stoopid money.
Stoopid work.

"What makes you think I can start clean slated?
The hardest to learn is the least complicated..."

Sometimes I feel like there is too much of me to be contained into what I am. Like one of these days I'm am just going to burst with it... maybe I need to go away.

"Everything I need is right here in my hands..."

Gotta go now... <3

Does anyone ever purposefully listen to music that they know will make them melancholy?

I did that today. Oh, Third Eye Blind, how I <3 thee. We go way back... farther than I want to remember sometimes.

Things are a-changing, and I don't know where I'll be left when they're through.

<3

This weekend made me think a lot... And at the same time, I avoided thinking completely in several situations.

It was good overall, though. ^_^

It was really nice to see all the Manorites and such who I haven't seen in for-ev-ah. Everyone looked amazing at Alan's and I wish in some ways I could have hung out longer... but summer is on it's way (as is my 21st BIRTHDAY!!!) and I'm sure there will be more parties to come.

The weather is so amazing and I get to drive around in it all week! Woot!

I cleaned the hell out of my apartment yesterday. Still have more to do, but it's looking pretty fantabulous.

Time to go on my run... more later!

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I don't have time to update... L-word in a few.

Let's just say that this weekend I learned that Heinekin (sp?) is now my beer of choice.

Yay for drunk.

;)

"I'm always swimming against the flow of the tide
Kissing the life into something that already died

I've been drowning forever
I'll let go
I'll dive into the river and flow..."



... The sun needs to come out more, cuz it's my day off damnit.

:p

OMG... I'm listening to Omnibus. This totally reminds me of the Manor.

I miss it a lot somedays... :*(

I kinda like it when you
Keep on breaking my heart,
Even though it stings,
Because It lets me know
That it's still working,
That I can still love
Even after all I've seen and done.


Hmm... interesting thoughts today. And every day, for that matter.

I'm looking forward to this weekend, cuz there is a LOT going on. Midnight Cabaret at the Idiom on Friday, Mandi's B-day on Saturday, Cody Rivers and L-word on Sunday. So much to do. And I don't have to wake up early Monday! Or pretty much any day, for that matter. I <3 EVENING SHIFT! :D

... I haven't played DDR in a day or two and I miss it. So sad.

Back to work. :p

I'm feeling strangely anxious, but I don't know the cause.

I accomplished something really amazing yesterday, something that has always eluded me for some reason or another. Maybe I just never spent enough time or energy to try and accomplish it, but I think part of it was this weird mental block. I also think being on my own finally gave me the push I needed to make it happen. I hate to be vague, but a girl has to keep some mystery about her? Maybe if you ask real nice, I'll tell you what it was. No promises, tho... ;)

Ten minutes left and I'm free. I've been itching to DDR all day, but part of me feels like I should abstain. I had arrows and techno buzzing through my head all night. I'm getting so much better, though! I went up a whole level of difficulty in just 2 days! :D

If anyone has any great desire to play with me, all you have to do is ask. It really is more fun with multiple people playing. annahsophia, loudmouth, Joey and I all had a blast playing last night.

Time to look productive for a few more minutes.

Lovelovelove.

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Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere...

When asked by a friend how this weekend was, I automatically answered, "Good!" followed by, "Wait.. no... actually, it kind of sucked."

Fucking dyke drama.

I like it when it's fictional and on Showtime every Sunday night, but when it's real life and in my face and not even directly involving me, but somehow related to me... yeah, that's when it sucks.

I'm not going to go into it more, because honestly it's just too damn complicated and even I don't fully understand it.

Honestly, a lot of aspects of my life are really fucked up right now.

But there are a few that are really, really good, and getting better with time.

I just want work to be over so I can go play some DDR and dance out my frustration.

Simple pleasures.

<3

Again, fucking dead on. Weird.

A lot of changes could be taking place in your life right now, AUBREY, and though most of them are very positive, the upheavals can be unsettling for you right now. Don't give in to the temptation to panic. Nothing needs to be done that you can't handle. Take each task one step at a time. As each hurdle is vaulted, the road ahead seems that much easier, and when you arrive, all will be well. Keep going!

I BOUGHT DDR OMG TEH FUNXORZ!!!

...

Seriously, though. If ya'll don't see me for like a week, this is why.

!!!

:D